Hi, beauty, how are you doing recently? Must
be doing good, right, since Beast having a comeback? This time around they
release a ballad song with a tragic music video entitled ’12:30’. It’s an
interesting tittle with an interesting music video too. I actually believe that
all of us know already what the music video tries to reveal though. But, there
are some friends who ask me a favor to review the ’12:30’ music video. So,
here, I am trying my best to juice my state of mind to share it to you all.
Guys, this maybe the most complicated interpretation
ever I would like to write, so please pardon me if you see me writing a bit-off one. There are so many scenes that should be captured one by one. And, I
freaking hate this style of reviewing though, since I need to provide pictures.
Urgh. The reason is this music video may seem ordinary and simple but it’s
actually not. The director has put several things that are essentially
important into something that can be fully neglected.
Well, let’s talk about the story inside this
music video. It’s a story which is narrated as a flash-back. In the very
beginning of the music video, we see a man (Dujun) and a woman in a room. The
man sits on the carpet with his hand grabs a watch and another hand holds the
woman’s hand. However, the woman strangely opens her eyes in a laying position
on the bed. It gives the vibe of something tragic just happened there. Though,
I am supposed not as tragic as Romeo and Juliet happen to end their love story.
But, still something doubtfully bad just happened between Dujun and the woman.
Then, the next scene we can see the members of Beast appear one by one when
Dujun starts to make a small move while the minutes hand on the face of big
clock (literally its BIG loll) on the wall starts moving too. The minutes hand
on the clock at first rest on number six, and then it moves a minute backward.
So, it is a minute to the number six. Besides, the snow which surrounds each
member is moving up, not falling down. It suggests that the story is going to
be back-warded to reveal how this tragedy actually starts.
Then, Dujun starts to wake up, put the clock
on the carpet and walk to the other side of the bed which is apparently in the
front of the big clock. He looks at the girl and then the minutes hand on the
clock suddenly moves two and half minutes backward, or stops on the sixth line
of the clock. Look there are lines that divided the clock into twelve parts
right? However, it’s not like the normal clock which divides the clock per five
minutes. Let's learn to count the total of the dots there. If it’s a normal clock
the dots are supposed to be sixty in total, in order to show the total minutes
of an hour.
Mathematically, an hour is sixty minutes and 3,600 seconds, while, in this music video, the dots are 72 in total. It’s obviously an optically illusion. Well, who thinks that when the minutes hand moves, it actually moves five minutes backward? I guess some of us did think like that, well so the director is a success then. This is interesting (really) since if the clock is being divided, it is supposed to be divided per five minutes with the lines drawn on the hour numbers, so the lines must be drawn right on top of the twelve, one, three, etc. This is a normal clock on my desktop, look:
Mathematically, an hour is sixty minutes and 3,600 seconds, while, in this music video, the dots are 72 in total. It’s obviously an optically illusion. Well, who thinks that when the minutes hand moves, it actually moves five minutes backward? I guess some of us did think like that, well so the director is a success then. This is interesting (really) since if the clock is being divided, it is supposed to be divided per five minutes with the lines drawn on the hour numbers, so the lines must be drawn right on top of the twelve, one, three, etc. This is a normal clock on my desktop, look:
Okay, that’s it. So, the minutes hand rests
on the 27,5th minute. And, the hour hand is still at twelve. At that
time suddenly like moving fast backward the both hour hand and minutes hand are
on the number twelve just like Dujun and the woman themselves. They are hugging
each other like those hands of twelve o’clock. Before even knowing the meaning
of the lyric, I have thought that this song is an allegory of a couple which is
going to drift apart just like the clock hands. This is true surprisingly.
Then after hugging each other, the couple
starts to sit on their own, the woman on the chair and Dujun on the bed. It
happens at five minutes past twelve. However, they are still smiling to each
other and seem still loving each other too.
Then the clock shows ten minutes past twelve
when Dujun stands in front of the big clock and the woman sits on the bed, not
smiling into each other again.
Later on, the clock shows a quarter past
twelve when both of them are sitting on the bed, back facing each other, not
smiling, and Dujun looks sad.
Then after this, like a climax that falls
free to the denouement, the minutes hand moves or literally falls down towards
the sixth line (12:27,5). Within the movement of the minutes hand from a
quarter past twelve towards the sixth line, the couple has met their greatest
problem, and starts to really be apart. In this case, the girl is the one who
starts to end their love.
The bickering goes and the girl throws her
shoes to Dujun. He forcefully hugs her, but the girl walks away just in her
socks, leaving Dujun alone in his misery.
Afterwards, the minutes hand rests finally on
the 27,5th minute or the sixth line when Dujun and the girl are back
in the room.
Then after this, just all of us know they
have a quarrel that causes Dujun to push the girl towards the bed causing her
to leave him forever. In this music video the twist is either Dujun kills the
girl or … just, yeah. But, I have assumed that he literally kills her (in the
story sense) and he regrets it.
Hmm… okay. So, why the girl acts like that?
Why does she seem want to so badly leave Dujun? There is a simple answer,
because the girl does not love Dujun as much as he does. Dujun loves her more.
It is proven by the fact that Dujun is always the one who cherishing the
moments and times. Thus, this music video is actually from Dujun’s point of
view, from the man’s point of view who thinks that he loves his lover more.
Yes. It is because he looks at the clock all the time. He is the one who faces
the clocks (there are so many clocks in the room). He is the one who obsesses
with their relationship. As the minutes hand moves continuously, we can see
Dujun and the girl start to drift apart too. It is strengthened by the lines
that have been passed by the minutes hand. The more they are being apart, the
more lines being passed by the minutes hand. It means they have faced more
hurdles in front of them that cause them to slowly change. However, the hour
hand is never even moving. This hour hand is actually the reflection of Dujun
who never moves. He still there, loves his girlfriend. But, he knows no matter
how much he holds on to his girl, she will still leave him. He actually knows
that their relationship will be a broken one, just like the big clock which is
actually not even moving. The seconds hand does not even move and it stops on
the number six as if a deadline to end their relationship.
Can you see the tiny line right on number
six? That is the seconds hand that does not even move an inch since the
beginning of the music video. The clock is actually broken. It’s a broken
clock, everyone. It’s broken. B-R-O-K-E-N. How can when the clock shows 12:30,
the hour hand does not even move at all? If the clock works, it is supposed to
move, and stops on the first line, or in the middle of number twelve and one to
make it a half past twelve. But, it’s not moving.
Now, think from this new finding, Dujun can
be suspected as the one who causes all of this happens. At first, it seems like
the girl who has coldly neglected him, but it can be like Dujun is too
possessive and makes the girl feels suffocated. Dujun knows that one day they
will be separated, so he can’t help to count their relationship and to get
close with his lover every second, minute, and hour. That is why they are in
the room all the time. But, the girl dislikes this kind of relationship.
Although at first, she is pure to love him (the white shoes), she eventually
can’t keep up with him and wants to call their relationship off (throws her
black shoes = saying goodbye/good luck), and gives up entirely with their
relationship (a grey slipper).
The grey slipper is interesting. It has a
more meaning actually. After throwing her shoes which means she doesn’t want to
continue her relationship with Dujun, she is back to the room which is actually
the girl’s room. She wears slipper because she is in her own room. So, Dujun is
the one who comes to her room. Dujun wears those black shoes all the time,
doesn’t he? He is the guest. He is the one who interferes the girl’s individual
life. He loves her, she loves him, but there are so many lines that have been crossed by Dujun to the point make the girl
hate him more than love him. She even can’t cherish the moment when she is
together with Dujun. She wants but she can’t eventually. That is why she throws
the clock that always held by Dujun as the symbol of she wants to end their
relationship right at the moment. Dujun who is never sane to begin with starts
to cross another line, and he kills her.
It’s like a short story. In a sense Dujun
kills the girl is helped by the imagery of the bottle with red liquid inside it
being tossed towards the wall and shattered on the floor. It portrays blood.
But, it can be also a metaphor of the girl leaves him forever and won’t ever
come back to his side. The burnt chair also suggests that everything has
happened and can’t be reset.
However, life is still moving and no matter
how bad the thing that has happened, the minutes hand starts to move again. Then,
with this idea, there is another finding too, that actually the girl is still
there with him. And, although their relationship has failed to sail and broken,
Dujun still wants to hold the girl’s hand. That is why, the minutes hand starts
to move again and the red-liquid-bottle that shattered on the floor shows that
the girl is actually dying inwardly by being with Dujun.
On the other hand, for me, as a whole this
music video has shown us how complex a relationship could be. We know that we
love each other but we also know that the moment we start our relationship,
that is also the moment we start to break it. By crossing the first line, we
know that the thing does not work like how we want it. Then crossing the second
line, can’t help to cross the third line, and you know that one day there
should be a final line that should be crossed too. That final line is there
waiting for you. You know it perfectly. That is why in a relationship we can’t
blame just a side. If we fail to sail it, it’s us who should be blamed. However,
forcing conditions to your lover is not great idea. Being possessive too is not
good. Being too ignorant is not good too. The most important can be probably
respect each other and makes each other breath fresh air every now and then.
It’s not good to suffocate your partner. It’s for real no good. You can kill
him/her inwardly. We love to
make the other person feel alive, not caged.
