Monday, September 17, 2012

[FANFIC] "I DON'T KNOW LOVE" part 8



Oppa, have you waited so long?” I saw Gayoon walked toward me. I looked at my coffee. I had finished it all.
“I have finished drinking my coffee.” I said, “Why you keep coming so late? I thought you don’t have any schedule today.” I sighed.
Mianhae, oppa. I just came back from shopping.” She sat in front of me. “I need to buy some stuff.” She called the waitress, “Macchiato please.” She said.
“You did it again, huh? Buy some clothes, shoes, and bags. But you don’t really wear them.” I said. I couldn’t believe this girl always wasted her money.
“I did wear them. Look, my airport fashion is no joke.” She said. “Ah, by the way, oppa, are we going to watch movie?” she asked with a happy expression.
I nodded. “Hmm, neo sirheo?” I asked.
Ani… aniya… I like it so much.” She laughed, “Oh well, the namchin-dol wathing movie with me!”
“Sst… can you be calm?” I said, not really interested.
“Ah, araseo… calm down, Gayoon-ahh.” She said the words to herself. I laughed. “Wae?” she asked.
“No. You are just funny.” I held my laugh.
“Just now, I saw a familiar car.” She said, made my eyes open widely. “Is it Junhyungie oppa’s car?” she aksed, but more like talking to herself.
“I saw it too.” I said in short.
“Right? I saw it too!” then, she kept silent, “Ah keundae (but)… who’s that girl?” she continued.
Nugu?” I asked. Gayoon saw that girl too.
“That girl, the one who sat beside him.” She looked in the middle of thinking, “looks familiar, but she is not an artist too.” She kept busy by her own thought. “She is not Hara either.”
“Hyaaa, are you a detective?”
“Ahh, nae ga? Ahh, aniya… ah mian, oppa.” She laughed and drank her macchiato.
Well, who was that girl back then?
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“G.Na unnie keeps sending me text.” Gayoon said while looking on his phone. We were in the car, in the middle of going to the cinema.
Waeyo?” I asked.
“She wants to go with us watching the movie.” She said. “Ah, cham, she does really like you, huh, oppa?” she laughed.
“Well, keureusaeyeo…” I said. “I am a namchin-dol though.”
“Tsk. It’s not like we are dating, she keeps busy sending me text. Aigoo, unnie-ahh.” Gayoon put her phone on her bag. “By the way, oppa, that unnie… ehmm… that unnie who was diligently sending you and oppa-deul kimchi… ehmm… it’s already a year, right? Ehmm… she doesn’t even contact you?”
“Why are you asking that, kamjagi?” I asked. I didn’t expect Gayoon would ask this kind of question.
“Ahh well, it is because lately you hang out with me. Ehm.. I think… you have settled your heart?” She said. “Ehm, maybe… you have completely forgotten her.”
Waeyo?” I asked.
“Well, I like to continue hanging out with you, oppa.” She said, rather blushing.
“You are my dongsaeng, Gayoon. Then we can hang out together forever.” I said.
Mian, Gayoon-ahh, it’s not like I hadn’t forgotten, but the memories indeed couldn’t be erased easily. Even, for a man like me, I could shed tears. Yes, I was not always strong like what others saw. I was just a man called Yoon Dujun. He was just a very ordinary man, not a strong rock, Gayoon-ahh.
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“The movie already begins oppa.” Gayoon led the way while the light of cinema turned off. “Ahh it’s here, oppa.” She sat and I followed her, sitting next to her. Actually many idols and artists did this, to be unrecognized by citizens, entered the cinema when the light already turned off and when the movie ended, we wore black glasses and hat. Ah LOL.
I just followed Gayoon’s decision. She wanted to watch something romantic. Then I just innocently sat here. Perhaps this was a good movie.
“Miinah-sshi…”
I could hear a voice. The voice is a man’s, a very familiar one.
Ne?”
Now, it was a girl’s voice.
I tried to find the source of these voices.
“I need to do something right now. I can’t accompany you watch the movie. Mian.” The man said in a rather sad tone, “I’ll pick you up. I need to go to the studio, something comes up.” He continued.
Wasn’t it Junhyung’s voice?
I kept asking myself.
Then, the girl was….
Ne, araseo, Junghyung-ahh.” She said.
… Miinah.
My Miinah.
From the left side of me, a man stood up and walked right in front of me, he went to the exit door. I saw my left side. My very first next seat was…
Someone…
I missed the most…
I couldn’t believe what I saw right now.
“Miinah-ahh?” I couldn’t control my mouth. I let the word slip from my lips.
She looked at me.
One…
Two…
Three seconds…
She opened her eyes widely.
“Dujun… nie…” she said.
Here, was it a dream? Was it what they called as destiny?

[to be continued]


today... thank you Yang Yoseob!

Thank you for someone called Yang Yoseob.
I never know that fan girling is not just a thing to do.
It's more than that.
I can stay here longer because I know what I'm doing right now.
I'm loving BEAST is not just that loving...
This more than that...
More that go swag-ing or playing around,
but we grow together in this big fandom..
called..
BEAST and BEAUTY...
I do not know if I can be considered as part of BEAUTY or not,
but deep in my heart I will always love BEAST
Then ..
Am I a BEAUTY?

You may say...
I don't know...
You may make fun of me...

I
do
not
really
care

so, thank you YANG YOSEOB, and BEAST.