[ENG TRANS] ERU ft. JUNHYUNG - I HATE YOU

Recently this is my fav song...

* I hate you so much, I hate you because I love you
Innocent tears and a bruised heart
I am hurt and hurting

** I erase it all, I erase it because I might die
Because I’m hurt to the point where I can’t take it anymore
Because I might again love you, who is still in my heart

I guess it’s still too early to say I forgot you, it’s still a bit iffy
I thought I could forget you easily but it’s not as easy as said
It would’ve been better if you left me coldly at the end
But you were so beautiful even till that moment
You take up more space in me than I thought
In your empty place, there is a wound called memories
I am just looking at it, hoping that it won’t remain as a scar
I am saying this so that you can’t hear
So that my hidden heart won’t be discovered
I am wandering, dizzy and drunk off of you

* Repeat

** Repeat

It’s so dark to the point where I can’t see the end
It’s so deep – I think there’s still a long way to go
I’m finally leaving on this sailboat called lingering attachments
The wind is cold – I look around but there’s not a single light

** Repeat

A day passes and yet another day passes
And I’m still looking for your empty spot and wandering
The wind is so cold
My heart is the same today
I am erasing you in this rain

* Repeat
 
** Repeat

I hate you, I hate you crazily
I hate you to death so I can’t just let you go like this
I hate love, I hate you
Because I might again love you, who is still in my heart

cr: popgasa

THE FIRST IDOL-COMIC: "BEAST - THE BEGINNING OF DESTINY"

BEAST will be characters on K-comic soon. It will be the first K-idol-comic. It was written by Jena, a famous Korean comic writer. Hoah, I wish it will release in Indonesia too, so I can buy it and read it in Bahasa after being translated. Hull. I can't read hangul, and I don't want to waste my money just to read words that I don't understand, or I will end up starring at the boys' comic character pic. Haha. BEAST now is in their top spot of their career I guess. Their new mini album goes very well, and everyday Cube seems releasing DVD of the boys. Now, being a BEAUTY is hard, buy what you need to buy, do not buy what you want to buy unless you are going to end up having no money for their next concert tour. lol. Justkid. > < 

BEAST's characters:

cr: alwaysbeast.net

[omonaaakkk, Dujun, that's not you, haha, the comic character look better, eh *plak*]

[120810] YOSEOB'S POST: FIRST PLACE SINGER

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ENG TRANS:

Thank you so much for letting us say that we are first place singers!
I think I'm able to smile through the hard times thanks to b2uties who are always willing to stay by our side
I'm really happy that I get to understand your genuine hearts through the fan signings these days.
How much you guys cherish us.. How much you guys want to protect us..

Each word by word.. Those words filled with genuine thoughts
I think that is our medicine for our tired and damaged hearts!
Doctor b2uties..keke

Thank you. I am writing this post at home right before we go out to do a radio schedule soon..
The food is getting cold too so I gotta post this fast and go eat..keke

Anyways thank you as always and please continue to watch out for us in the future!!

Thank you!! B2uties!! Then bye!!!


(Ah..I also wanted to say.. b2uties! Only look at good things and click good things.. Okay?? Ppyong!!!)
(And also.. Don't be hurt by some 3rd parties words!! Then for real this time, Bye!!!)

CREDITS: PLAYB2ST CAFE (SOURCE); YONGISM @ B2STRISING (TRANS); SHARED BY ME; TAKE WITH PROPER CREDIT; I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING.

"ONLY LOOK AT GOOD THINGS AND CLICK GOOD THINGS. DON'T BE HURT BY SOME THIRD PARTIES WORDS."

 - BEAST'S YANG YO SEOB -

[YESSS, GENERAL!]

[120808] BEST MOMENT WITH BESTIES

 
I found it funny to share this, but I want to share it because it's part of my precious life. They are my friends, my best one. Hehe. Yesterday we had dinner together and had some fun. We could rarely do it because one of us already graduated, and the rest couldn't easily meet. I miss the old days when everyday we could meet and did some silly things. LOL. Now everything has changed. We walk all alone in this world, we run our live by ourselves, and we can't be always together with people that we want to be our companions forever. But, yes, memory is indeed beautiful, always keeps our heart warm and can never be forgotten. Thank you God for giving me good friends around. 

These my fellas who have accompanied me all this time long (guys, I love u, thank you for everything, I treasure you like nothing can be compared with): 

[from left to right: Okky, Via, Me, Udiana, Nabil]

[me and Udiana - the one who has graduated LOL]

[left to right: me, Udiana, and Nabila]

[left to right: Okky and Via]

LOL CHIBI HAG HAG HAG HAG!

Oh Okay, now, I am being so mellow, kkk, but the only thing I can do to release stress is just writing... so sorry guys, I tag you to read this post ... THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING~ ^^

[LATE DIARY] CERITA BULAN

Bulan bilang pada matahari, bantu aku keluar dari dera ini. Matahari tak kunjung menjawab. Bulan bergerak dengan sendirinya hingga terlalu capek berpeluh. Dan akhirnya terdiam di ujung lorong gelap. Ia berusaha mencari-cari cahaya, tapi matahari tak mau membagikan cahayanya yang begitu bersinar. Bulan ingin mendekati tapi ia tidak mampu mendekati sinar menyilaukan matahari. Ia adalah pengecut yang pemalu dan kekanak-kanakan. Begini salah. Begitu salah. Ia akan seperti itu saja terus menerus karena sebagai parasit dari matahari ia hanya akan bergerak setelah matahari memberinya perintah. Bulan tidak ingin menjadi parasit lagi. Ia ingin bergerak sendiri. Ia ingin keluar dari orbitnya. Bulan berlaku salah, ia tidak mengingat bahwa bumi membutuhkannya untuk tetap di orbitnya. Terjadilah bencana besar. Bulan keluar orbit, matahari kebingungan, bumi mati. Bulan sendiri tak berdaya dan perlahan semakin tak bercahaya karena ia sendiri tak pernah mempunyai cahaya semu itu. Bulan yang serakah menjadi seperti batu meteor kotor yang melayang di angkasa tanpa satu pun teman karena ia telah menghancurkan segala jenis penghidupan teman-temannya. Bulan yang serakah tidak pernah tahu tentang menjadi serakah karena ia sudah tak punya waktu untuk belajar memahami diri sendiri.

Sekian cerita bulan.