[MS Prod DVD] Beautiful Night M/V - Dujun ver

I'm busy lately, so I just happen to watch it now, and the Dujun ver only. I don't think I will watch the other member's ver. lol. I can't catch up all the boys' stuff, but Imma try to take a sip (like a cup of coffee) to Duj's stuffs. So, this blog is gonna be like heaven for yoonique lol (jk jk). Well just click this , it's directly linking to the vid of Areumdaum Bam Duj ver. Thank you.

[VID ENGSUB] 'HELLO TALK SHOW' WITH BEAST

Ehm... I have finished watch HELLO (annyeong) talk show which B2ST appeared on it. At first, I didn't get it what this show all about. But, actually this is a show to judge whether it's a person's problem or not. People will come to this show to get judged and ask for help to solve their problem. Actually this is quiet interesting. Probably because the cult between Korea and my country is differ that's why I found it better to expose people's  matter in this way than what TV channels do in my country (it may be becoz we have differ mentality). Do you feel curious? just go watch it.

Well, it has been subbed by beautifulsubs. But, it seems many B2UT still haven't watched it yet, so I want to share it here. OK, remember, the credit goes to beautifulsubs. Here we go:

part 1 |  part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5

(take with proper credit)

Today's Breakfast: OP OP OPPARAPPARARAP

Morning, fellas...

Did you sleep well? Kekeke. What do you have for breakfast? Today I feel so relax, and back here I am doing my laundry right now. And I have my breakfast too: a cup of granule coffee, biscuits, and a book. Kekeke. No, I'm not eating book, but I'm in the middle reading it. If I have finished reading it, I will share it with you, guys. Btw, this is the book I got from winning the #FF2in1 by NulisBuku. LOL.

This my breakfast:

Besides, I have a fav morning song recently, from Gamaliel and Audrey, entitled: 'Jangan Parkir' or 'The Op Op Song' -this is not the OP OP OPPAN GANGNAM STYLE tho hahaha. They are Indonesian singer. Do you want to hear? This checkidot: http://www.sharebeast.com/reg8mi2eh482

[MV REVIEW] K.WILL'S 'PLEASE DON'T...'

I am doing my laundry now after having breakfast with slices of potato, sausages, and fried egg. Then I read a new book when I suddenly wants to listen to good music. And, yeah, I end up listening to K.Will's 'Please Don't'. Have you watched the MV? Well, the MV too, is exceptionally good. 

Well, you know, tbh, I came to listen to K.Will's new song is not because of curiosity of how good the song is. But, because my sister told us few days ago 'bout the twist story of the MV. Haha, yeps, I love that 'twist thingy', so I decided to click on the MV page, and violaaaa, I was amazed.

I was amazed by this MV because: firstly, there is Dasom there; secondly, there is Seo In Guk oppa there (woaaaaaaa! everybody screaaaam! screaaaam!); thirdly, the another guy is handsome; and how good Seo In Guk acts in there. Tbh, Seo In Guk is a lot handsome now, than I knew him around two years ago (?). I am not sure LOL. He kinda reminds me of Dujun (well, sowrry). 

Ehm, I want to make some review (or you may call as it is keke) while doing my laundry. Today's MV review is based on Seo In Guk's acting skill. Well, the most important thing in this MV is the part when Seo In Guk appears. Well, we do not need to think twice who the main actor of this MV is, because well, almost all scenes, this guy appears: S E O I N G U K! (Manseeeeeeeee!)

At first, along with the lyric which is being translated as 'we sit next to each other in the car but there is no music', Seo In Guk and Dasom appear sitting in a car, look like a couple. But, if you can see, Seo In Guk seems not in love with her. He looks irritated by her appearance, instead. Well, people will probably think they are couple who have fight in a car. But, constantly, on the next scenes, Seo In Guk shows to the audience that he is so frustrated by Dasom. And getting calm when the 'another guy' (sorry, idk who he is) appears. If you may look closely, Seo In Guk's acting skill is no joke. At the scene where he gets angry over Dasom, and the guy appears, he holds his desire to hit Dasom while suddenly he looks sissy in my eyes. Ehm, yes, at this scene, I know how the twist story will be. Yes, Seo In Guk is in love with the guy, not Dasom. But, unfortunately, Dasom gets married with the 'another guy'. The best part is when he tears the photo. This is the denouement. Do you want to know, watch the MV here:

All of us being tricked by his acting. The MV page was just going crazy last night (When I streamed it). People told their very own arguments. And so on. You may have one too. This is because such a rare in Korea to put this 'gay' theme in a MV. Idk, it's just my free time to spend it to write this, ehmm, just call it. Call. ^^ 

Have a good Monday, everyone. *throw confetti* 

Note: just now I found a good review of this MV, check this one: kisskisskpopreviews: Kwill - Please Dont (cr: Kisskisskpopreviews @ Blogspot)

[MV REVIEW] HYUNA'S ICE CREAM IS FOR HUNGRY CATERPILLAR?

Hi hi guys...

Do you know what I am going to post right now? I think I am crazy to write about this stuff. But, yes, there must be something interesting in it, if I decided to write it down here. Kekeke (Hyuna's laughing sound). 

Yes, I am going to review the very new MV of Hyuna, titled 'Ice Cream' which just released few days ago that has been watched by eight million people on YouTube, whether they knew her before or just visit her channel randomly. Besides, there is PSY too in this MV, as cameo who appears in few seconds in the intro of the MV. What a waste, yeah, who wants more of Gangnam Style? Probably Ice Cream Style? LOL *just saying, key?* What? You haven't watched it? Go watch it now at:

Well, actually I just want to review about very simple words from this MV which paste up on the Ice Cream Maker (or whatever people call it) in the beginning of MV when PSY appears: "the very hungry caterpillar" 

The reason I decided to review this MV is not because of how really good or swag or sexy or whatever her potential is. But, it is because how her channel is so busy being flooded by people around the world, judge her non stop which some love her, some hate her, some do not know about her at all, some come to visit the channel just because of PSY, and so on. They hate her fashion style, her rapping, her singing, the bad English pronunciation, jealous of her being sexy, swag, and so on. On the other hand, her fans and real kpopers stand on her side. Well, I am not an anti, and not a fan, and I'm just a kpoper. So, for this review, lets put aside all of those 'shit'. 

Do you know that before PSY being so famous and being praised by people around the world, Kpop already exists? Yes, HyunA too, exists as singer and rapper of girl group, named 4Minute, from CUBE Ent (the same agency ent of BEAST). Her special ability is rapping, thus her solo album is a rap album, thou sometimes she sings too. This is just for additional information, because I am afraid, you think that HyunA is just a none before becoming a cameo on (your oppa) PSY's Gangnam Style. 

Back to "the very hungry caterpillar", kekeke, do you know why they (the director, the stuff, and probably HyunA too) put it on the Ice Cream Maker? Do you want to know my thought? Well, caterpillar, as I have received my literature class, I can bet this means MAN. Caterpillar or worm usually refers to man, because they have the characterization of distracting, like plants, flowers, leaf, etc (isn't it right man comes to woman somehow is distracting?). Well, in this song, HyunA explicitly tells us that she is ice cream by singing 'ice cream ice cream, I'll melt you down like ice cream' like million times. Well, she is a woman who wants to melt down man, of course. Then this intro shows us that HyunA is ready to be eaten by man (caterpillar which is very hungry). So, what is the problem for her being so sexy in her MV and having that bubble bath, or having that 'banana boat riding dance' out of nowhere? LOL. Is there any problem for you to keep flooding her channel, by saying, 'what? she just sells sex!' or 'its just about her sexiness'. Well, she has been like that, for aiming the caterpillar to eat her. Now, problem solves. If you still don't understand, you may upgrade your very hungry curiosity on other MV reviews. LOL.

And, about the 'grammatical error signs' being held by the cameos on the mob, don't you think that this is put it there in purpose? Ehmm, how to say it, firstly, do you know that every person on earth can't ignore ice cream if it comes in front of their nose? Yes, that's the main point. These signs are to show us that everyone has their own hopes, business, silliness, and mistakes. But, when it comes to ice cream, everyone can forget it, and melt. Even, the clown and cotton candy can't melt them down, but when HyunA and his ice cream truck comes, all melt down, even girls being poisoned too by her charm. This shows us the power of this 'ice cream'. 

Do you know what 'banana boat riding dance' I refer to? LOL. This is just a name I give to this dance scene (in the sand of beach, I think these men are banana boats -_____- don't you think so?):

Well, what do you think? Lemme know. Support HyunA's Ice Cream, everybody. Thank you for spend time to read this one. 

[FANFIC] "I DON'T KNOW LOVE" part 12

[Junhyung]

That was a very cold morning. I still remembered it well. After had a hard practice for our debut performances, we stayed until morning in our practice room. I saw that girl for the second time. That was the girl who confessed to Dujun at our first fan signing event. She wore a very big jacket, a black legging, and boots. She stood in front of our company. I saw her while I was on my way to take shower. That girl brought a cup of coffee in her hand. She stared at the locked door, and for awhile closed her eyes, like praying. I smiled. I didn’t go to the bathroom, instead walked toward the mirror to see her clearer. She looked cute for a little girl like her, not so much make up, and her smile was so beautiful. Yes, she smiled before put the coffee on the floor. Then she walked away. Silently, I walked to the door, and opened it. I took the coffee. She wrote something on the cup.

‘This is our first day. Good luck, Be(a)st DJ.’

I smiled. This coffee of course for DJ –DuJun–, I giggled. What a nice girl. I drank the coffee, ah this was Americano. I kept it by myself, and didn’t even tell Dujun. Although the next day, I did not know how, Dujun could figure it out, and scolded me for not telling him.

At that time, I didn’t know that she was already being Dujun’s girlfriend.

---

“Ahh, Junhyung hyung, palliwaaa…” Dongwoon tried to ask me to treat him and of course the rest of the member. “I’m hungry.”

“Hyaa, today we have a day off, why you so hungry? We don’t even practice.” I complained.

“Ahh, jinjja, Hyunseung hyung… palli, kaja!” When Dongwoon went to open the practice room door, Dujun from outside had already opened it. “Ahh, hyung, where are you? I couldn’t find you the whole day.” He said.

“Ahh mian, I came from the bada (sea).” Dujun replied while opened the door widely that I could see a girl standing beside her.

That girl was the morning coffee girl.

I smiled by myself, looking at her bright smile, while she was busy greeting each of us. When she greeted me, I just said “I am Junhyung” though I wanted to say many things to her.

“She is my girl friend.” Dujun continued.

Frozen.

I couldn’t feel anything. Did I get jealous? I did not really know.

“Her name is Miinah.” Dujun held her hand.

Miinah.

The morning coffee girl’s name was Miinah.

I feel so numb.

---

“Hara looks good.” Miinah pointed the television when we watched Kara performed on stage. “Right, Dujun-ahh?” she asked Dujun.

This was so bad. Three of us in the same room, I sat on the single chair, and they were sitting together lingering each other.

“What do you think, Junhyung-ahh? Is Hara okay?” asked Dujun. I just nodded. Who the hell cared with that Hara girl when Miinah smiling so brightly while eating popcorn there. We were so close but not close enough.

“Go date her, Junhyungie.” Miinah said, looked at me, smiling.

“Oh?” I blanked. “Why me?” I asked without thinking.

“She just… looks good with you.” She answered.

“I think so.” Dujun laughed, “Go get a girl for you, like a muse.”

What? A muse? Miinah has already been my muse. I couldn’t breathe when she walked away after putting the coffee in front of the company. For many times that you didn’t even know, Dujun.

I sighed.

“Or, find one, who is as good as Miinah.” Said Dujun, jokingly around.

“Hyaa, Dujun-ahh….” Miinah punched him.

I hope, Miinah was the one, Dujun-ahh.

---

Those memories came to me like a film being played in front of me. I stood here, waiting for her. Waiting in front of the lift where she would walk out. Why must today we watch movie? Why must today she meet Dujun? Such heart breaking, for me. I never saw Dujun acted like that. He really scared me. Was there a chance for me with her, for really right now?

I waited. Waited.

Waited.

And,

waited.

Gayoon looked nervous too back then. She didn’t even talk, and just bowed to me when we arrived at her dorm. This night was really a very awkward one. I did not know if I still had a heart to see Miinah. But, I worried her. I wanted to meet her.

The lift door opened. It was Miinah.

I smiled. Although, it seemed it failed.

“Are you okay? Let’s go get you warm.” I helped her to walk.

The lift door closed.

Suddenly, she stopped walking and stayed still, stiff like a statue.

“Junhyung-ahh, ottohkae?” She sounded mumbling, “Ottohkae….” She sobbed.

“What happen?” I asked, looked at her face. She started crying.

“Ottohkae?” She cried.

I didn’t know what had happened. I just… hugged her.

“Cry on me. I will lend you my shoulder.”

Miinah cried on my embrace.

---

Miinah sat in the sofa while I made the tea. She looked so unstable. Something had come up between them. I knew Miinah still loved him, very much.

“Miinah-ahh, are you okay?” I sat beside her, “here, drink the tea.” I gave her the tea.

“Thank you, Junhyungahh.” She took the tea, and put it back on the table.

“I know there must be something happened between both of you.” I said.

“I don’t know.” She said.

“Listen to me; do not lie to your heart.” I said, “and I will always here for you.”

“Junhyungahh, mian mian…” she sobbed. “I don’t know why I call you… only you…”

“Araseo, you don’t need to apologize. We are friend, right?” I said, “do not need to worry, Miinah-ahh.”

“Gomawoo…” she hugged me while crying, “I’m sorry for burdening you.”

You are not.

Never, Miinah-ahh.

Because, you don’t know how much I like you.

Since the first time I met you, until now.

---

[to be cont]

9000 viewers

Idky I want to post it, because I like the number of 9000. Something good. The 'nine' and triple 'zero'. Life is good. 

LOL

[FANFIC] "I DON'T KNOW LOVE" part 11

This morning I waited her while got so nervous. I waited for an hour already, in front of her house. She was sure a daughter of chaebol. Although I was an idol at this moment, but my family was just so-so. I felt so inferior, but when she opened the gate which was very very big (that you couldn’t even imagine there was one of this kind in Ilsan), I threw away all my less confidence. She ran toward me while smiling so brightly. She looked so fresh and pure, just like usual her. Her smile attracted me, even in the first time we met; I couldn’t think any other than how bright this girl. Miinah could always bring that happiness around me, and like a warm jacket, she was very comfortable to be worn and so nice to touch and hug and… kiss. What kiss? What was I thinking right now? I had been gone so crazy, I bet – crazy over this little girl. No, no, not like she was a lot younger than me, but Miinah was sure a little girl, not so tall, and just fitted enough on my chest when I hugged her, which I just barely did it. No, I did it once. I just hugged her once and held her hands once. I did nothing at all, for a month we were on date. Even in the first day we officially became a couple, I just looked at her in the side when she looked busy watching that ‘A Moment to Remember’ movie. She never knew how nervous I was back then, just like now. Today was our third date, if I might call it like that. I was so busy, that I could barely see her.

“Dujun-ahh.” She stood in front of me. I got blinded by her smile, and her shining eyes, everything. “Dujun-ahh, wae? Wae? Is my makeup so bold?” she asked while touching my hands which I could feel the electrifying all around my body.

“Oh, I have waited for almost an hour, you know?” no doubt, I was just putting on act.

“Mian, mian, uri appa, is an evil, you know? Mian mian, uhm uhm, yeobeo?” she tried to put some aegyo that made me melt.

“Ne, ne, araseo.” I held her hand, “Let’s go.”

“Odiga?” she asked.

“Just follow me.” I said. I would bring you to the best place ever, Miinah-ah.

“On foot?” she asked again.

“Yes.” I answered.

“What?” she stopped for awhile.

“Just kid, we gonna catch the bus in the bus stop. There!” I pointed the bus stop, right in the corner of the street.

“Ehm… I never ride a bus.” She said.

I laughed.

She looked at me.

We both laughed together.

---

“Dujunie, I don’t know that you gonna bring me here.” I could hear her very soft voice while her eyes saw me with a liter of tears going to fall. “Thank you so much.”

“Thank you for what?” I asked. I didn’t know I just wanted to ask this unnecessarily question.

“Thank you for everything, the first time ever of riding the bus, and now the … beach.” She hugged me, my heart beat so fast. She sobbed in my embrace. “I love you.”

I got frozen at the moment she said ‘I love you’, this was the first time, she said this very important words. And she kept repeating the ‘I love you I love you I love you’ like really million times now. We were hugging each other while sitting in the sand.

“Why do you love me?” I asked. And the sound of ocean in sudden was so romantic, in my ears.

“I just love you, love you. I don’t know. Heart is chosen, not choosing.” She answered.

Frozen.

The heart never chose, but it is chosen instead. That was why you chose me, Miinah-ah?

“I have been chosen by you,” she said.

“And me too, being chosen by you?” I asked.

“Yes, I never choose you, but my heart just goes all the way to you, because you have chosen it.” She smiled, “thank you, I love you.”

“Na doo, I love you.” I took an ipod, ‘I have a gift for you.” I continued.

“Dujunahh… you don’t need to…” she sobbed.

“This is not just an ipod.” I plug the headset in her ears. “I made it for you.”

Miinah listened to it, and got so speechless. I looked at his facial expression, what will she react?

“Dujunahh… you crazy boy… this is so sweet.” She hugged me, “Thank you, dear.” She kissed my cheek. “I will save it. I love you so much…”

I looked at how happy she was. She was repeating the audio I recorded last night, when this feeling came to me. I wanted to be her only man. I touched her cheeks, and took one of the headsets and plugged it on my right ear, I could hear my own voice, and while smiling, I kissed her. She looked surprised for a moment, but she realized the situation fast, and joined me in our first kissing scene.

This was just like a scene from a movie. Our first kiss, sitting on the sand, while the sound of sea waves sound so romantic, and my voice in ipod, was talking about:

“Miinah-ahh, I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you. Thank you for smiling so bright for me.”

Even the stars in the sky got envied with our new beautiful love.

---

I smiled at our old memories. Now all were so different. I listened to my very own voice through Miinah’s ipod. I believed she still loved me. I took my jacket off, and put it around her body. After a year she left me, she looked so thin. I didn’t know what happen to her, but if God were still here, I wanted Him to help me be his man once again. Why was I like this over a girl? The answer was because this girl was the only one.

“Ehmmm…” it seemed she got a dream. She moved her head, and opened her eyes. She looked at me. I saw her. “Dujunahh, why you…?” she found my jacket on her body, and took it off “This.” She gave it to me.

“You must be so tired.” I said, I hope I could start a nice conversation with her.

“Ehm… thank you by the way.” She stood from her seat, and moved to the side of the door.

“Do you stop here?” I asked, I looked at the next destination, this was around her apartment. “Do you still live there?” I stood beside her.

There was no reply from her.

The train stopped, she walked out, and didn’t even look at me. I followed her. She didn’t complain, and I just followed her all the way. This was so true; Miinah was still living in the same apartment. When did she return there? I followed her took the lift. And when the door lift opened, I could see someone standing in front of the lift with a worried facial expression. That was none other than Junhyung. I got so speechless, did not even know what to say. Miinah walked out from the lift, and I stood still, frozen. I could hear Junhyung said: “Are you okay? Let’s go get you warm.” I guess, he didn’t even see me standing here.

Junhyung-ahh, you were not blinded by her bright smile, right?

I crawled to the floor when the door closed. I couldn’t think a single thing.

---

[to be continued]

[FLASH FICTION] SOMEDAY

Sekarang hanya memori yang aku punya. Tentu saja. Ketika kamu telah berlalu dari hadapanku saat itu, aku sudah tahu aku tidak akan mempunyai kesempatan untuk bertemu kamu lagi.

"Someday...."

Ya, someday, suatu hari nanti yang entah kapan itu, aku selalu meyakinkan diriku sendiri bahwa kita akan bertemu kembali. Bahwa setelah berlalunya malam dan siang, bahwa setelah berkali-kali aku bertanya mengapa kamu meninggalkanku, aku masih berharap bahwa mungkin saja suatu hari itu adalah hari ini.

Aku tidak tahu.

Aku masih akan terus mempercayai, mungkin kita memang bisa bersama... suatu hari nanti.

"Someday...."

Aku memandang tiket konser berumur enam bulan lalu di mana aku bertemu denganmu pertama kalinya dan juga mungkin untuk terakhir kalinya.

Detik ini pun, aku masih percaya akan 'someday' itu...

Setiap hari jantungku berdebar, hanya mengingat mungkin today is that someday... which gonna be ours.

-fin-

#FF2in1

inspired by: someday - john legend

[FLASH FICTION] Sepotong Cinta

"Kenapa aku bisa jatuh cinta sama kamu?" Itu yang keluar dari mulut mungilmu. Sekarang. Di sini, di saat-saat terakhir kita mungkin akan bisa berpelukan.

Aku tersenyum saja.

"Aku masih terus berfikir." Lanjutmu.

Aku memeluknya erat.

"Belum paham." Ucapmu lirih.

Aku diam-diam menggenggam tangannya, "Biarkan aku saja yang terus berfikir dan berjuang untukmu, kamu tidak perlu bersusah payah memikirkan hal itu. Cobalah untuk menerimaku, aku akan terus bernafas untukmu." 

Kamu tersenyum.

"Biarkan waktu yang memisahkan." ucapmu lagi. 

Kamu terisak di atas pusaraku, sementara kamu tak melihatku memelukmu.

"Biarkan rindu menjadi satu...." kamu hapus tangismu.

-fin-
#FF2in1
inspired by: cobalah mengerti - peterpan

[FANFIC] "I DON'T KNOW LOVE" part 10

She slapped me.

“Why…,” I sighed. “You still love me. You can’t lie to me.” I said.

“I do not love you.” She said. “I’m not lying right now.” She tried to open the door. “Open it!” she looked at my face with a scary facial expression.

“I won’t.” I answered. “Stay here.”

“Dujun-ahh, listen me, we are strangers to each other.” She said. “If we are trying to continue this relationship, we gonna hurt each other.” She sobbed, “Don’t you understand it?”

“I do not understand.” I said.

“No. It’s not like you do not understand it. But, you do not want to understand it, Dujun-ahh.” She took a breath for a while, “It’s already a year. You should have forgotten me.”

“But, look, you never forget me.” I said. The kiss between us just now was the proof. “I can feel your… kiss.” I continued.

“But, I have…,” she cut my words, “forgotten you.”

“You haven’t.” I believed Miinah still loved me, all this time.

“I have.” She took my right hand, “Dujun-ahh, forget me, please.” She looked at me, “now, open the door.”

“Miinah-ahh…” I called her name, I missed her so much, and how could she do this to me? “Let me sit here, beside you, for awhile.” I continued.

“Dujun-ahh…” she nodded, “araseo.” Then she avoided my gaze.

I couldn’t think any other than stare at her. I missed her. Although she slapped me while saying she did not love me, her kiss was still the same.

I could feel it.

She loved me.

---

I saw her walked in the middle of darkness. It was already past midnight. I tried to stay on my seat. But, my mind couldn’t feel at ease. Without realizing it, I had opened the door, and walked fast to her side. She looked at me, startled.

“Do not complain.” I said.

“I can go home, alone.” She said, “The subway is right in the front.”

“Don’t you think it is better to go home with me?” I asked, insisting to drive her home.

“I won’t.” she said, “back to your car.”

“I will company you.” I said. “I can let the car park there.” I didn’t care at all; I wouldn’t let my very precious girl in danger. This was midnight; there would be many bad people out there.

“Dujun-ahh!” she looked frustrated, “we are not a couple anymore.”

“Who cares..?” I walked beside her. “You looked thin.”

“Shut up.” She said, “or I will slap you again.”

“I don’t care.” I said, “I don’t care if you are going to slap me hundreds more.” I winked.

“Iyuuuh.” She walked faster, left me behind, “do not follow me.”

“Hyaaa, babo-ya, I can walk faster than you.” I walked faster, and already in her side again.

“Dujun-ahh, stop it.” She said.

I touched her hands. “Listen me.” I said.

“Let me go!” she screamed.

“Miinah-ahh, do you want to feel the heart sick for ten years or twenty years or your entire life?” I asked, being so freaking frustrated.

“Why? Because of what?” she asked. She tried so hard to let her hands go.

“Because you still love me.” I said. I didn’t know what happen to me. I just wanted her –wanted this girl so badly.

“I do not.” She said, “Stop talking about this stuff.”

“Miinah-ahh.”

“Shut up, go catch the train with me, or do not go with me, back to your car.” Miinah walked away. She looked so pissed off.

“I will shut my mouth.” I said.

Silently I walked behind her.

---

Miinah sat in the train. She didn’t talk at all, listening to her i-pod using headset. I sat beside her. Because it was a late train, there were no many people here. I kept watching her. She looked sleepy. Miinah didn’t even see me. She acted as if I was not here. I didn’t really care.

“Pluk.” Miinah’s headset fell from her left ear. I saw her. She had been falling asleep. I took it, plug it on my ear, I got shocked, this was my voice…

At that time… I made it… for her….

I looked at her peaceful face; I kissed her forehead, and put her head on my shoulder. I held her hand.

Babo-yaa, you still loved me.

---

[to be continued]