I was trying not to depend on BEAST these days. For the one who doesn't know me, yes, I'm a freak one of loving such Kpop idol boy group, named BEAST. For the better way to say it, I can't live a day without spending hours of watching, browsing, updating, and spamming about them. This is my habit, my very usual one. In Akihabara (Japan), I probably can be defined as 'otaku' (go search the meaning alone). LOL.
It was so hard to ignore them, my hands just couldn't control to click whatever the links which appear in my mobile phone. Oyeah, actually I can go online all the time, as many as I want. But, sometimes I thought about end this fan girl thingy. Not only because of my age, but also because it disturbs my activities.
But, the answer all goes the same, I CAN'T. Just.
I can consider this 'my-freak-stuff' as hobby. Oh Okay, everyone may have any hobby just as they like. Me too. I have this one, similar with people who love dangdut out there. You can see me like that. I'm okay. But, just shut up your mouth in front of me when you know me already. And I won't ever come to your 'hobby area' too. Every people have their own 'stuff' to be 'enjoyed'.
I won't ever waste my time.
I will love what I want to love.
Carpe Diem.
Seize the day!
-a supa solo beauty-
