Friday, August 31, 2012

[FANFIC] "I DON'T KNOW LOVE" part 5




RATE: 17+
“Why do you want to come to the zoo today?” I asked when we took a rest in a cafĂ© inside the zoo. I drank a glass of cola.
“Can’t you stop drinking that?” He pointed at my glass while drinking his ice coffee in front of me.
“Oh wae? It’s nice, you know.” I kept drinking it when I saw a little boy ran to us.
“You look more like Junhyungie.” He said without paying attention at my reaction.
“Whatever…” I said, really didn’t care anymore with that Junhyungie thingy.
I didn’t realize that the little boy had already stood in front of me. He looked at me. I looked at him. I stopped drinking my cola. I bowed to him, “Annyeong, what happen?” I asked.
“Uhmmm… nuna, nuna, may I give you this?” he asked while giving me a candy.
“Why you give your candy to this nuna?” suddenly Dujun asked him too. He looked so curious.
“Ehmm… hyung, is she your girlfriend?” the little boy asked.
Dujun nodded right away.
Babo Duj, even with a little boy, he wouldn’t get lost. Tsk.
“Yahh… I like this nuna…,” the little boy sighed. I held my laugh.
“Why do you like her?” asked Dujun again.
“You don’t know why? Look, nuna is pretty.” He answered, “That’s simple hyung, to like nuna, because she is pretty.”
Dujun laughed. I patted his back. “Ssst.” I whispered.
“Thank you.” I said, “Ireumi mwo e yo?” I asked.
“Duna, nuna. My name is Duna.”He answered.
“Oh Duna-ahh, gomawoyoooo~. Nuna will eat it.” I ruffled his hair.
Ne, nuna! Hehehe, I will grow fast, and marry you.” He said while running over to his parents who sat on the bench in front of the giraffe place.
Dujun looked taken aback.
“Tsk, that little boy, how dare to….” He said while glancing at me. “Pretty? Huh, which part?” he looked at my face, “not pretty, ugly one.”
“Bhuuuuu.” I didn’t care and ate the candy.
“Don’t eat…” He said, “yaaaah… why you eat that?”
“Wae? Wae? He is just a little boy!” I said while laughing so hard. “Are you jealous?”
“It’s not… like that… uhmm…” he coughed, “he is still a man.”
“Going to be...” I said.
“But still…” he said.
“Hahahaha… you are the child then.” I laughed while hugging his arm and asked him to have a sight-seeing around the zoo again.
---
“Do you really take a day off today?” I asked him while playing with birds.
“Ehmm… yups.” He answered, “We don’t have any activity today.” He said.
“Good then. Let’s watch movie.” I said.
“What movie do you want to watch?” He asked.
“Just something good will be done. Let’s watch at unnie’s place.” I said, “hmm, Dujun-ahh? Call?” I begged.
Wae? Suddenly, nuna’s place?” he asked, curious.
“What do you think?”
“I don’t have any idea.” He said.
“Pay me by giving your heart this once.” I said while giggled.
“Oh. That was three years ago, hyaaa, that was so long, Miinah-ahh.” He said.
“Let’s go.” I said.
I need your companion…
Today, company me…
Show me your heart…
---
We sat on the bed in this medium room while the TV played ‘Sunny’, the recent popular movie. After we were chatting for awhile with unnie who had already married last month, we took our shoes, threw it, and sat on the bed while laughing at each other. It did really bring the old memory.
“Oh, you haven’t answered me, bosseu.” I said. “Why did you choose zoo?”
“Oh, just I like zoo.” He said while looking at Kang Sora who acted as the main cast on ‘Sunny’.
“Hmm…, that’s it.” I sighed and took a pillow, and slept on bed. “I’m lying down, OK? Feels like sleeping.” Yes, I felt so tired.
“You need to watch the movie, Miinah-ahh.” He said, “Why are you here if you are going to sleep?” he asked while patted my hand.
“I’m going to watch while lying. OK?” I said while tickling him, “don’t be so serious.”
“Hahaha… I’m sorry, many things happen, and I don’t want to waste this precious time.” He said. “I’m going to lay beside you then.” He took the pillow, and lying beside me.
He held my hand. Touch my fingers. It had electrifying feeling. I felt my body got so warm.
“I want to go to the zoo with our future family.” He said while his eyes kept watching the big screen TV.
“Ehmm….” I said, “then?”
“We gonna have two children.” He said.
“Ehmm….”
“I’m going to piggyback the older one, a son, an oppa for our younger daughter.” He started imagining the future. I giggled. “The older one is going to be like that little Duna back then. Let’s make Duna as our son’s name.” He said, looked so much happy.
I kissed his cheek.
“Thank you, Dujun-ahh, for loving me, like this.”
He moved his hand; he pulled my body near him. He hugged me.
“Will you stay like this forever?” he asked.
“I don’t know.” I said.
“Why?” He asked.
“I don’t know how long it will last.” I whispered to his chest. Perhaps he didn’t hear me.
“Let’s make it last forever, Miinah-ahh, oh?” He hugged me more tightly.
“Just accompany me tonight, that’s more than enough, Dujun-ahh.” I said.
“I will.” He said. “I will take you to wherever you want to go.”
“Thank you. Just stay like this.” I held my tears to not fall down. “I love you.”
“I love you…,” he held his breath, “too.”
I didn’t need that last forever stuff, Dujun-ahh. What I need were you by my side now.
Then… like really… thank you…
For...
Showing your heart...
---
[to be continued]


READ OTHER PARTS HERE: 
IDKL part 1 | IDKL part 2 | IDKL part 3 | IDKL part 4


Thursday, August 30, 2012

BEAST Ends The 'Midnight Sun' Promotion

  
Hi hi.....

Finally BEAST going to end the 'Midnight Sun' promotion this week. What should I say if you already know this, guys. This comeback is as fast as the Fiction and Fact album. When I'm still wanting more of their performances, they end it. Like really.... fast! Like whooooooosh~~~

But they are going to have new album by the end of this year. Good thing to be heard... kkk... let save some money for the next comeback, guys.

This comeback is the best ever when I felt so excited and was standing in the line as part of BEAUTYs army to protect the boys, until without thinking twice I made the first-ever-MV-review (midnight theme mv review) of mine which is read by total 4500 and more BEAUTYs. Just to protect them I worked hard to spread it, so that the boys weren't blamed on the wrong side. Just because I love them like doesn't need any payoff. It's sincere and ... do not need to be discussed, the love is. 

I believe all of us love the boys very much....

Then...

Please, do not stop loving BEAST...

BEAUTY and BEAST, forever.

Hwaiting! Let's wait for their next comeback activities! 

-a beauty-


[FANFIC] "I DON'T KNOW LOVE" part 4



RATE: 17+ 

[The day after we smiled in the corner of sorrow, jigeum… now…]
The sun shone so prettily. I sat beside him. Today we were going to have a nice dating. I was smiling by myself when he hit my head.
“Ah.. hyaa… apa…” I said while hit back his hand.
“Why do you keep smiling?” He asked while tying his seat belt. “You must be happy, huh?”
“Mind your own business.” I said, followed him, tying my seat belt. But it couldn’t work as what I wanted. “Ahh…” I murmured.
“Tsk, baboya…,” Dujun took my seat belt. His face was right in front of my eyes. I held my breath. His jaw line looked so perfect. Omo omo, what I think right now. “Wae?” He asked while tying my belt. “Do you want some morning kiss?” he continued.
My eyes opened widely, “Mwo?” I yelled.
“Hmm…?” He didn’t answer me and kissed my cheek softly. I could feel that I was blushing. “You get so red.” He laughed. “And this is another one.”
He kissed my lips.
I closed my eyes.
Maybe this was the last one, Dujun-ahh.
---
“So, yesterday you met Junhyungie?” He asked, kept driving.
“Yes.” I said shortly, “and after that I sent you a text.” I continued.
“Then, I should thank him.” He smiled. “He is a good boy, right?”
“Hmm…” Junhyungie was indeed a good boy.
“Don’t you think he like you?” His question made me get shocked.
“What? How? How could?” I couldn’t believe with what Dujun had said. “That is the most impossible thing to be happened, Dujun-ahh.”
“Who knows?” He answered. “Do you know how much he asks about you?”
“I don’t want to know.” I said. “Why you keep talking about him?”
“Just.” He sighed. “I get jealous.”
“What?”
“Miinah-ahh, I know, because of him you sent me text. But I just dislike because of someone else you contacted me.” He said when the traffic light turned red. He stopped the car. He looked at my face. “I want none other than you who get involved in our relationship.”
“But he is…,” I took some air, “your group’s member.”
“Yes.” He said. The traffic light turned green. “But, that doesn’t mean he can get between us.”
“Oh.”
“Miinah-ahh, our condition has been so complicated. Don’t make it harder for me.” I could feel some frustration in his tone.
Ne, araseo.” I answered shortly. I couldn’t answer him more. He was tired.
He was tired of me, of us, of our love.
---
“I do really want to come here, Miinah-ahh.” He parked the car while I got so confused. Was I dating a baby now? I kept holding my laugh.
“Hyaaa, agi (child)… big head agi….” I said while hit his head when he opened his belt. “Kyeowooo…” he stroked my hand.
Mwoya igo?” he said while his hand kept on holding mine and used another hand to open my seat belt. He looked at me so closely. “Let’s have some fun today.”
“Here?” I asked. I wanted to make fun of him, but he looked very serious today. I cancelled it.
“Let’s go.” He opened the car door. “Don’t open yours.” He said quickly made my hand stopped in the air on its way opened the door.
“You don’t need…” I said when he opened my door, “to help me, jagi.” But still, I was happy. Dujun seldom did something like this. Yeah, in a year, we could barely date like this. But, why he chose this place?
IT’S…
A…
ZOO…
IT’S A ZOO.
“Dujun-ahh…” I whispered to him.
“Hmm?” he whispered too, lowering his head to make it close to my lips.
“Shouldn’t be many people here?” I asked.
“Hmm. It seems like that.” He said.
“Are you not going to be frightened that many people going to recognize you?” I asked while trying to take my hand from his hand that he was holding it so tightly. But, he didn’t let it be.
“Why? Are you afraid?” he asked while smirking.
Ani. The idol is you, not me.” I answered while looking at other direction.
“I’m not afraid because you holding my hand, Miinah-ahh.” He said, looked at me, and smiled.
I shut my mouth. And I just held his hand tightly. But in my heart I felt like crying. I wouldn’t want to end this happy memory. I wouldn’t want to end holding his hand. I didn’t want to stop walking beside him. I wanted to be by his side, like forever… like really….
Neomu himdeuro…
It’s hard… love is hard….
But the reality is the one to blame…
“Wear it.” He gave me a hat. A black hat. “I’m going to wear this one.” He wore a red one.
“Yah… then I can’t wear that bunny thingy then.” I sighed.
“Then… how about to not wear it?” he said.
“Wow, you are going to be a good child listen to his mom?” I joked while punching him. “Kidding! I’m kidding, araseo?” I laughed.
“You… bad girl…!” he said while laughing.
“Bad girl… that is your song!” I hugged his hand. He was so tall that when I held his arm, it feels like hugging. He ruffled my hair. “But, it’s a lot better if I wear that red one.” I said. “Red is too bright for you. Many girls going to recognize you.”
“Why? Are you afraid they are going to steal me away?” He glanced at me for awhile.
Ani. I’m afraid the bull going to run to you. Hahaha.” I laughed.
“Ehmm… your joke needs one percent to be accepted as funny.” He walked fast left me.
“Hyaa, bosseu… kajigaaaaa….” I ran to him. He waved his hand and smiled so widely.
I could feel my heart beating so fast.
His back looked so wide.
I didn’t know how long it would last to hug that back.
I didn’t know.
---
“Hyaa, don’t give him food. We can’t do it here! It’s a zoo.” I said while stopping Dujun gave food to the old camel. “It’s written in the rule, you know.”
Yeobeoseyooooo….” He said.
“What?” I looked at him with angry glance.
“I’m just feeding my maknae.” He said.
Mwo? Maknae?” I asked, “what do you mean?”
“Here, the Arabian prince.” He pointed the camel.
“Buahahaha. Dujun-ahh, can’t you stop so rude?” I laughed while hitting my legs with my hands.
“Stop hitting your legs.” He said, suddenly serious. “You will get hurt.”
“Ups.” I kept laughing but not hitting my legs anymore.
“Yups, nowadays, I’m rather popular for giving fist first, rite?” he said. “I’m not actually. That’s just….”
“You show your own self, that’s not a bad thing, Dujun-ahh. Your fans seem happy too and that thing is more popular than our dating rumor.” I said, “daebak, leader-nim.” I slapped his back.
“I never do something rude to you.” He said, seemed like thinking hard.
“When you kiss.” I whispered.
“What?” He asked.
Ani.” I said, shortly, “eh, look the camel want you to feed him! Look!” I pointed at the old camel which walked toward Dujun.
Aish, he just looks the same as Dongwoon.” He said.
I laughed.
Dujun-ahh, when you kissed… me, you are so rude.
Rude.
Rude for taking all of my heart’s content.
And my life... 

[this story is not over]

"I DON'T KNOW LOVE part 1" read here:  IDKL part 1
"I DON'T KNOW LOVE part 2" read here:  IDKL part 2
"I DON'T KNOW LOVE part 3" read here:  IDKL part 3

Thursday, August 23, 2012

BEAST'S YOON DUJUN IS A "READER"?

Oh LOL I found this one funny \\> <// kekekeke.
Well, this photo (scan) taken from Star 1 [il] magazine when Beast featured as models. And probably every members have their own individual photo section. And this... goes... like each of their section is given a title page, like this is Dujun's pages or Seobie's pages. Haha.
Sorry, I keep laughing... hoah.
And this one for Dujun's, this is what they wrote as his title: 


Hahaha. One bad thing from Korean is their English is so lame. Super lame. LOL. They wanted to put 'LEADER' there but put it wrong as 'READER'. I don't know if it is a typo thingy, or they just got it wrong with the English of leader. Hahah.
I'm not bashing Star 1 [il], but I'm sure, after this Beauties gonna bully my hubby for calling him 'READER', instead of 'LEADER'. 
HAHAHAHA. I'm lol-ing so hard this morning. 
O EM JI. Funny is funny.
HAHAHAHA. 
[crying of laughing so hard kkkk]
DIED.

*I am not bashing here, I'm just laughing at my Dujun's new title name: READER hahaha*

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[PIC] BEAST and rookie group, VIXX.

VIXX said in their interview that BEAST is their role model sunbae (senior). Oh well, BEAST gains popularity nowadays, not only among sunbae but also hoobae (juniors). Their latest songs spot 1 on various charts and receive some music program awards. This below photo with VIXX taken when they won at Music Champion as the Champion Song. I never recognized there is this rookie group, but because of BEAST (oh yeah, I watched Music Champion then) I know them now, haha (tho I still don't listen to their song). Here the photo (credit as tagged, ok?) :


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Tuesday, August 21, 2012

[PIC] 120821 OFFICIAL STAR1[il] MAGZ - DUJUN

via: 2junfamily; healthepain1 at twitter
via: 2junfamily; _Temperature; healthepain1 at twitter
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via: _Temperature at twitter
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[TODAY'S PIC] DOB - DUJUN (show champion)

via: hyunseunghips at twitter
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via: _Temperature at twitter
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(bonus) one from OSEN:
via: _Temperature at twitter

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Monday, August 20, 2012

REVIEW OF EXID'S "I FEEL GOOD"


Hi, guys, do you know EXID? It is a female idol group produced by S. Tiger (Beast's recently composer). Currently they have come back with new song entitled 'I Feel Good'. If you haven't watched and listened to it, here check this out:


To be honest, I don't really like the song. Well, because this type of song needs more 'topping' to reach me. LOL. But this song actually quite easy listening and catchy with such repetition words: 'I feel good, everybody... I feel good...'. The other thing I dislike from this song is the rapper's accent. It is not bad, but in my ear it sound so exaggerated, like 'na na na feel gyuuuuuud', 'meomjhujimaawww', etc - too much effect and auto tune. Besides, her rapping sounds like a combination of 2NE1's CL and  BEG's Miryo (the beginning of the song). It's not so comfortable in my ears. Although, yess, I know arts is just inspired by, or inspire instead. But, her rapping in their debut song was a lot better.

I like the MV of this song. I like it so much. This MV is just an ordinary one but it delivers the message well. It's just about group of girls who enjoyed their days by living their own worlds using their own ways. Kkk. Look the first girl who seems sitting in the fabulous car (which is actually not hers), she delivers the feeling of 'yeah, today I feel good'. Although after that we know that she is just a laundry-girl who riding a bicycle, but she still smiles widely. Besides her, there are some of girls who being closed up enjoying 'luxurious-stuff' but actually it's fake. Haha. They work as kindergarten teacher, home shopping model (very ordinary jobs), etc. But at night they meet each other and have fun together. They completely changed from ordinary girls into fabulous one. Oh well, they even do the rebel thing, open the club door which already being 'closed'. And make the club as their own. They don't care until the owner comes and wakes them up. 

Oh yeah, I really feel good after watching this MV. In my opinion, it can be said that this MV delivers the message well and has good execution. EXID can act very well. They can express their own roles very good, and looks so comical in my eyes. Thus while watching it I found myself smiling, enjoying every scene.

Imo, this MV wants to say: "Enjoy your life whoever you are because this is your life. Don't ever feel stress under the demand of world. Life is so short to waste it like that. Just have the feeling of 'I FEEL GOOD' everyday, and in the end spend time to enjoy the moments you have."

NOW I FEEL GOOD, KIBUN CHOA... 
I FEEL GOOD, HI, EVERYBODY! ^^


[PIC - DOB] 120817 BEAST ON MUBANK - DUJUN


cr: playb2st's daily of beast; via alwaysbeast.net
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[PIC] STAR 1 MAGAZINE - DUJUN


Here Dujun's pics from Star 1 Magazine caps:

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Sunday, August 19, 2012

[VID-ENG SUB] 120812 - Table Tennis Match: Doojoon VS Dongwoon

Hi, guys, have you watched the video uploaded on playb2st of Duj and Woon played table tennis? If you have watched it and still doesn't know with what they talked about, here the Eng sub video:


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THE LATE POST OF A BEAUTY


I was trying not to depend on BEAST these days. For the one who doesn't know me, yes, I'm a freak one of loving such Kpop idol boy group, named BEAST. For the better way to say it, I can't live a day without spending hours of watching, browsing, updating, and spamming about them. This is my habit, my very usual one. In Akihabara (Japan), I probably can be defined as 'otaku' (go search the meaning alone). LOL.

It was so hard to ignore them, my hands just couldn't control to click whatever the links which appear in my mobile phone. Oyeah, actually I can go online all the time, as many as I want. But, sometimes I thought about end this fan girl thingy. Not only because of my age, but also because it disturbs my activities.

But, the answer all goes the same, I CAN'T. Just.

I can consider this 'my-freak-stuff' as hobby. Oh Okay, everyone may have any hobby just as they like. Me too. I have this one, similar with people who love dangdut out there. You can see me like that. I'm okay. But, just shut up your mouth in front of me when you know me already. And I won't ever come to your 'hobby area' too. Every people have their own 'stuff' to be 'enjoyed'. 

I won't ever waste my time.
I will love what I want to love.
Carpe Diem.
Seize the day!

-a supa solo beauty-

[PIC] 120816 DUJUN BROKE THE MCD TROPHY


Hoah... today I'm on blog, finally *throw confetti yeaa*! How are you, guys? Is everything okay with Beast? kkk. When I opened my laptop, what I did first was of course updating my beauty knowledge, lol, means browse the new news of Beast. And I found it super funny guys that Duj broke the M Countdown (triple crown) trophy. hahaha. 



This is the storyline (eh?) of the 'babo' Dujun who broke the trophy:


Trans (Cr to b-2-s-t @ tumblr) :
(1) euk!
(2) DJ explains 'I was just holding it... I didn't do that'
(3) DW: look at this~ DJ: it's not me~ YS: definitely the culprit
(4) What should I do  ă… ă… 
LOL LOL LOL XD

By the way, congratz for winning the triple crown at M Countdown. Yeaay! Areumdaum Bam Daebak!

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Wednesday, August 15, 2012

[PIC] 120811 OFFICIAL BEAST AT JUNG SUN HEE'S A NIGHT LIKE THIS


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[VIDEO - ENGSUB] 120811 - BEAST at Jung Sunhee A Night Like This

via: alwaysbeast

Hi, guys this is the Eng subbed video of BEAST at Jung Sunhee A Night Like This. Once again, I do not own anything, all credit goes to BeautifulSubs, OK? Chekidot:


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Tuesday, August 14, 2012

[COVER] ONE TAKE - BEAST'S "WHEN I MISS YOU"

LOL, this is the new one take cover from me. This is as usual not so good, but I did it for having some fun. kkk. So I post it here. If you want to listen chekidot:


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[VIDEO] 120812 PERFO BEAST' BEAUTIFUL NIGHT AT INKIGAYO

I share this one because I feel that this performance is the best one being showed by the boys. Although actually at that time before going to Inkigayo pre-recording, they were running (and caught in the rain) from airport after their arrival from Macau (the Beast and B4uty concert). But still, I can't deny how good their spirit are. I can see their smiles and Yoseob looked having so much fun, although Hyun Seung lost some breath when singing, but he could handle it well. Dujun as usual playing around with Beauty by borrowing the rose light stick kkk - and for this one he didn't break it kyaaak lol (don't forget to look at the end of the video, look at Duj, he showed off to us that the light stick didn't break lol). Ahh, and look at maknae lol, he couldn't lose with his hyung, when Duj got rose light stick, he followed him and took a Beauty's ls. LOL. I love this couple, DOODONG~ haha... Ahh, and also K-Beauty are the best! The grey rose light stick filled the room made me feel like crying... thank you K-Beauty, you best!

Watch here:


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[PIC] 120812 FANTAKEN DUJUN AT KBS' HELLO RECORDING

Duj looks so handsome... huhu T--T
Recently BEAST has a recording of KBS' Hello. Here some fantaken photos of Dujun (I'm sorry I just share his photos kkk so sorry, because I just saved his *I am yoon's wife* lol) :

hoo God... his jawline... his pose... > <

omonaakkk... his smile... dies...

omoooooomooooo handsome....

may I become the bottle?

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