Friday, December 7, 2012

...ketika kamu kehilangan lagi!

Ketika kamu kehilangan lagi, kehilangan teman baik. Dia tahu segala hal tentang kamu, melebihi kedua orang tua mu. Banyak kenangan indah di sana, bahkan sekedar sms dari Dosen Pembimbing Skripsi, belum aku hapus. Tapi, kini teman baik itu telah menghilang, selamanya. Teman baikku, handphone hitam kusam touchscreen yang sudah baret sana-sini yang tidak kalah dengan android jaman sekarang. Belum ada dua belas jam tapi aku sudah merindukannya. Inilah, setelah barang-barang itu menghilang dari sisi kita, betapa kerinduan dan rasa kasih sayang itu menyeruak. Rasa-rasanya baru kemarin aku membiarkannya terjatuh ke lantai, chasing-nya terbuka, dan aku menganggapnya hal biasa. Setelah semua itu tak lagi di sini, hal seperti itu ternyata bukan hal biasa. 

Maafkan aku, yang teledor ini, teman.
Annyeong~

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[FANFIC] "I DON'T KNOW LOVE" part 21



[DUJUN]
As I got out from my car, I could feel my heart was beating so fast. This time I need to fight alone, face her dad. I didn’t know what would happen next between us, all I knew now was I did not want to waste my last chance to be by her side. I saw a big gate in front of me, right when a car stopped in front of it. I saw Young Gyu ahjussi on the driver seat, Miinah’s bodyguard. He looked at me, glared to the back seat. There, I saw Miinah’s dad. He looked at me when the gate opened. I thought the car would enter the yard, but I found Miinah’s dad got out from the car and walked toward me made me automatically bowed to him.
“Dujun-sshi, majayo?”
Ne, cho-yo, aboji.” I said. I did not know what I should say right now. I just stayed still.
“Follow me.” He asked me to follow him enter the car again, as I silently sat beside him on the back seat. “I know why you are here.” He said.
I turned my head to face him. “What do you know aboji?” I asked.
“Miinah.” He said, short. “I know… you love her as much as I love her.” He sighed.
I just nodded when I realized Young Gyu ahjussi drove the car back to the road when Miinah’s dad patted my shoulder, “Let’s meet her, first.” I couldn’t help but kept staring at him, what kind of man he is?
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[MIINAH]
The nurse said that dad was going home when I opened my eyes. Today how many times I had fallen asleep, I couldn’t remember. Every time I saw blood on my sheet I just couldn’t handle it but fell unconscious. What the hell the doctor and the nurses did actually, they kept inject me with those fucking needles and let me bleed as well. I did not know why my body being weak, like this. Just let me die. Let me.
“Nurse…” I mumbled.
“Yes, miss?” She put her face near me.
“I felt something hurt below my body,” I said, “at my back.” While panting I tried to make every word clear in her ears.
“I will check it, miss.” She slightly turned my back.
“Akkk… be… ca..re..full…” Without realizing it, I shed tears. This hurt me so much.
“Oh my god!” The nurse sounded so shock, and then I could hear she tried to call the doctor in charge. “Doctor, patient named Choi Miinah, bleeding in her back bone.”
“Wh…aaat…?” I uttered breathless.
“Doctor, hurry!” As I heard footsteps came closer to my bed, and hands all over my body, I also heard his voice.
Dujun.
“Miinah!” He was here. No, I do not want him see me like this. I do not want him!
“Doctor…. Don’t let him see me like this…” I tried to say all the words with my last breath. “Don’t let him… jebal…
“Miinah!” Dujun’s voice echoed these four walls.
“DUJUN-AH!” I screamed with my all efforts I could do, “DON’T COME NEAR ME.” As the light became dim, and dark, I closed my eyes.
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to be cont

*sorry for the short update kkkk*