The Moment I Miss the Most (with him) 120317

120317 my lovely Dujun right in front of me

I am longing for this boy huhuhu TTTT
-it's already eight months after the BS Jakarta but I still feel the effect-

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I LOVE IT, DUJUN WITH KIDS!

Dujun with FC MEN at a charity football match on 121117

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[PIC] BEAST and rookie group, VIXX.

VIXX said in their interview that BEAST is their role model sunbae (senior). Oh well, BEAST gains popularity nowadays, not only among sunbae but also hoobae (juniors). Their latest songs spot 1 on various charts and receive some music program awards. This below photo with VIXX taken when they won at Music Champion as the Champion Song. I never recognized there is this rookie group, but because of BEAST (oh yeah, I watched Music Champion then) I know them now, haha (tho I still don't listen to their song). Here the photo (credit as tagged, ok?) :

 

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[PIC - DOB] 120817 BEAST ON MUBANK - DUJUN

cr: playb2st's daily of beast; via alwaysbeast.net

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[VID-ENG SUB] 120812 - Table Tennis Match: Doojoon VS Dongwoon

Hi, guys, have you watched the video uploaded on playb2st of Duj and Woon played table tennis? If you have watched it and still doesn't know with what they talked about, here the Eng sub video:

cr: beautifulsubs at youtube/twitter

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THE LATE POST OF A BEAUTY

 

I was trying not to depend on BEAST these days. For the one who doesn't know me, yes, I'm a freak one of loving such Kpop idol boy group, named BEAST. For the better way to say it, I can't live a day without spending hours of watching, browsing, updating, and spamming about them. This is my habit, my very usual one. In Akihabara (Japan), I probably can be defined as 'otaku' (go search the meaning alone). LOL.

It was so hard to ignore them, my hands just couldn't control to click whatever the links which appear in my mobile phone. Oyeah, actually I can go online all the time, as many as I want. But, sometimes I thought about end this fan girl thingy. Not only because of my age, but also because it disturbs my activities.

But, the answer all goes the same, I CAN'T. Just.

I can consider this 'my-freak-stuff' as hobby. Oh Okay, everyone may have any hobby just as they like. Me too. I have this one, similar with people who love dangdut out there. You can see me like that. I'm okay. But, just shut up your mouth in front of me when you know me already. And I won't ever come to your 'hobby area' too. Every people have their own 'stuff' to be 'enjoyed'. 

I won't ever waste my time.

I will love what I want to love.

Carpe Diem.

Seize the day!

-a supa solo beauty-

[PIC] 120816 DUJUN BROKE THE MCD TROPHY

Hoah... today I'm on blog, finally *throw confetti yeaa*! How are you, guys? Is everything okay with Beast? kkk. When I opened my laptop, what I did first was of course updating my beauty knowledge, lol, means browse the new news of Beast. And I found it super funny guys that Duj broke the M Countdown (triple crown) trophy. hahaha. 

This is the storyline (eh?) of the 'babo' Dujun who broke the trophy:

Trans (Cr to b-2-s-t @ tumblr) :
(1) euk!
(2) DJ explains 'I was just holding it... I didn't do that'
(3) DW: look at this~ DJ: it's not me~ YS: definitely the culprit
(4) What should I do  ㅠㅠ
LOL LOL LOL XD

By the way, congratz for winning the triple crown at M Countdown. Yeaay! Areumdaum Bam Daebak!

pic cr: daily of beast via alwaysbeast.net

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(120802) BEAST: COMEBACK AND WON AT 300th MCD

 
Oyeah, today BEAST won over Boa (SM) and Psy (YG) *kyaaaaa I'm happy* Thank you K-beautys! ^^ Do you know what happen today with the boys' schedule? They were just back from Japan and arrived in Incheon rite before the MCD. Then they ran to the MCD and perform both song 'its not me' plus 'its beautiful nite'. And rite after that, Hyunseung went to the Mozart Musical for his last stage. The boys were  running here and there in a day, but they still could give us their best performances, even they won the battle. Such hard working boys. From their eyes I can see how tired they are. Dujun's eyes looks more little hahaha *justkid*. LOL. I'm a proud beauty to write this that our six boys are the right people for having the trophy. kkk. 

Chekidot the perfo:

IT'S NOT ME

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IT'S BEAUTIFUL NIGHT

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ENCORE WIN SPEECH

    cr: shu35151229 on youtube

Other videos (credit goes to yong junna on youtube):

Cafe Playb2st's Daily of Beast on MCD:

Oh, international beautys also make a trending topic worldwide to celebrate the first win of midnight sun. Here it is the cap:

Photos credit: PLAYB2ST (source) ; 양요섭너라서@b-dong ; via kwanggkingg@twitter and mamalumimin@alwaysbeast.net; I do not own anything; take with proper credit.

             

CAN YOU HEAR MY HEART

Hi guys, 

Recently I am watching a drama entitled 'Can You Hear My Heart'. This was last year drama, but I'm happen to watch it now. At first, this drama seems running very slowly makes me bored. But, after patiently watching it, I get addicted. This is not because the casts are super handsome or pretty or so on. But because the story itself is great to be watched. I mean, the story line can't be easily predicted. And the acting skill of the casts are superb. hag hag. Besides, the unique story line gives me goosebumps whenever the female lead and the male lead doing some romance thingy because it is put beautifully and not gross. lol.

I'm going to review this drama after I'm finishing it. kekeke. It's just because this drama is cool. Yeah.

Jigeum gaji so BEAST!

Good night sleep well for real, everyone!

-bamiyaiya-

*^^*

[FANCAM] 120729 DUJUN: 'we can't be under the shade when Beautys are in the sun'

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SOMETHING GOOD, NOTHING BETTER, DUJUN AND THE BOYS, BEAST!

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I was like crying when reading Son Ilrak's post in his site (son-ilraks-cyworld-update). As usual, Dongwoon's dad is the best to make me cry after reading any of his posts. Whatever kind of post, yesss! He is the best dad ever that always pays attention to his son's activities (and also other boys' dads do the same). I was officially crying when he talked about yesterday fan meeting. He talked about Beauty and Beast photo as living piece of history. Oh well, I am an international Beauty and can't ever attend something like those fan meets. But, I also can be considered as living piece of history while everyday cheering for the boys from so so so far away position. I can't be on the sun waiting for the boys, but I can be always by the boys' side to give support with many things to do. We can do that. All of us. Because we are Beauty.

Oh well, when I look at the photo of K-Beautys who flooded the fan meets, I felt so suffocated, the feeling wanted to fly there couldn't be held. LOL. One day. Yeah. One day.  Son Ilrak wrote that based on this condition, Beautys understand and accept BEAST the way they are is powerful. For me, my personal opinion, I never accept the boys who the way they are but I accept their endless amount of effort towards challenges to show who they are. When the boys are not good enough, then I will say that they are not in their best state. But, when the boys brave enough to do some transformation I'm gonna understand and accept the way they are showing who they are. And for this comeback, thumbs up. Whatever the muse is, their music really reach me well, just like their previous albums.

Son Ilrak gave compliment to Dujun. This makes me cry a river how Son Ilrak described him was the best. 'There is this friend of mine who deserves compliment' he wrote. This friend of his refers to Dujun. He likes the way Dujun acted as leader. He tried to say that Dujun is a real-responsible-leader.

I wonder why I keep loving this boy, why I never get tired loving this boy. Thank you for Mr. Son Ilrak who has opened my eyes. Because none other than this boy can be loved, that's the answer, right in front of my nose. Dujun said this in the fanmeet to the other Beast members 'Don't be under the shade when Beautys are in the sun' makes me love him more. I can't described him more. These words of his have described himself well. What left inside my heart is love that getting bigger, bigger, and bigger. Thank you Son Ilrak. Thank you God.

Son Ilrak wrote: 'shouldn't all leaders in the world essentially be like him?' this is the best compliment ever. Now I have a confidence to love Dujun more. And probably I'm canceling my hiatus. LOL. ^^

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"Transformation is necessary. We don't know what the future hold."

-Yoon Dujun, 24, BEAST Leader-

DUJUN'S QUOTE: FANMEET AFTER INKI 120729

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"WE CAN'T BE UNDER THE SHADE WHEN BEAUTIES ARE IN THE SUN"

@BeeeestDJ

YOON DU JUN, 24, BEAST LEADER, 32 FC MEN

MY MAN

[VIDEO] 120727 BEAST COMEBACK ON MUBANK

"IT'S BEAUTIFUL NIGHT" PERFO (1080P):

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"IT'S NOT ME" PERFO:

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"wow, the fanchant is great, rite?

beauty and beast

daebak"

THANK YOU: RELATED TO REVIEW OF BEAST'S "MIDNIGHT" THEME MV

JEONGMAL THANK YOU ^^

BEAUTY fellas, and probably you guys (BEAST) if you read this lol *non stop fangirling*, thank you so much for reading and appreciating my review (BEAST'S MIDNIGHT MV REVIEW: 'NYC IS NOT JUST A PLACE'). This review I wrote becoz I feel so deep in love with BEAST and I can't stand still seeing how the boys were put on the corner. I hope it helps us (and haters or other people or other fandoms) to appreciate the hard work of the 6 boys. I feel so touched becoz many people (BEAUTY I'm sure) reading it and trying to spread it to everyone around them :''D thank you. This is yours guys, this statistic is yours (click to enlarge):

JEONGMAL THANK YOU

LET'S SUPPORT BEAST FOREVER

SPREAD GREY ROSES OCEAN TO THE WORLD

120715 [VIDEO] DUJUN'S RUNNING MAN PREVIEW

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omo omo omo, can't wait to see~  
(oh no, I see the commander grabbed dujun!)

let's support uri super leader man, YOON DUJUN!

MY FAVORITE (QUOTE): DUJUN'S LINE

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"The night I count the stars, the night that slowly transforms because of the changing seasons
However, this night is still the night I still can’t seem to fall asleep in sleep"

BEAST: 'MIDNIGHT' RELEASED

Today at 12 a.m. KST, Cube had released a single from BEAST's upcoming album entitled 'Midnight'. Besides, at 13th Friday, they released the MV teaser for 'Midnight Sun': 

And this is the 'Midnight' song (go to this link to listen it): Midnight By Beast on Tudou or you may go to Melon, Mnet, Soribada, etc. Listen (and download) illegally, support the boys. Thank you.

This is the romanization of the lyric and the English translation:

Romanized:

Keudae-neun eotteon-gayo kakkeumeun nareul saenggakhan jeok i-nnayo
I gin bame tashi nuneul kamko
Keudael saenggakha-go jamdeul-ji motha-go keuraeyo

Jo-geum yunanhi gineyo keudae eom-neun bami
Ashwiiwojineyo keuttae bonaen geu nari deo
Kyesong mudyeojiket-jyo cheomcheom ijhyeojiket-jyo
Eonjenganeun geudae-ga

Chami oji anh-neun bam so sad tonight
Keudaewah hamkke-hal su eom-neun i bam
In the minnight a a a minnight
Ni saengga-ge jam mot deuneun minnight

Tashi chajaon i bam so sad tonight
Keudae-ga eobshi tashi manneun i bam
In the minnight a a a minnight a
Ni-ga eobshi jam mot deuneun minnight

Nunkamat-da tteuneun sa-iboda deo ppareuge nal chajawaht-da
Tteona-ga beorin sarang tangshin you canrsquo;t do this to me
Chungbunhada chungbunhae keuman jom haera nal apeuge
Nae-ge miryeoniran ireume bameun kkeunnaji anha

Da chinan yaegi tashi ha-go ship-jin anh-jiman
Nae-ga keudael manhi chowahagin hae-nna bwahyo
Kyesok saengganna-get-jyo deo keuriwojiket-jyo
Shi-gani chinal-surok

Chami oji anh-neun bam so sad tonight
Keudaewah hamkke-hal su eom-neun i bam
In the minnight a a a minnight
Ni saengga-ge jam mot deuneun minnight

Tashi chaja on i bam so sad tonight
Keudae-ga eobshi tashi manneun i bam
In the minnight a a a minnight a
Ni-ga eobshi jam mot deuneun minnight

Jeo-gi ban-chagineun little star nal wiirohaejura
Gidael kos hana eobshi sseureojineun oneul bam
Jeo-gi ban-chagineun little star nal wiirohaejura
Gidael kos hana eobshi sseureojineun

Byeol he-neun bam kyejeo-ri china jo-geumsshik tallajyeo-ganeun i bam
Hajiman nan yeojeonhi nan jam mot irun bam

Tashi chajaon i bam so sad tonight
Keudae-ga eobshi tashi manneun i bam
In the minnight a a a minnight a
Ni-ga eobshi jam mot deuneun minnight

English Translation:

How are you? Do you think of me from time to time?
In this long night, I close my eyes again
I think of you, I can’t sleep, this is how I’m doing

The night is especially longer tonight, this night without you
I’m regretting that day I let you go
Continuously muted and slowly forgotten
That is how you will be one day

This night I can’t fall asleep in So sad tonight
This night I can’t spend with you
In the midnight a a a midnight
This Midnight I can’t sleep from my thoughts of you

This night that found me again So sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight a a a midnight a
This midnight I can’t fall asleep without you

You found me faster than the time I take to blink
The love that left me, dear you can’t do this to me
Enough, it’s enough, stop hurting me
This night I call pathetic never seems to end

Even though I don’t want to bring up past stories
But I must have really liked you
Continuously remembered and slowly yearning
As more time elapses

This night I can’t fall asleep in So sad tonight
This night I can’t spend with you
In the midnight a a a midnight
This Midnight I can’t sleep from my thoughts of you

This night that found me again So sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight a a a midnight a
This midnight I can’t fall asleep without you

That little star twinkling above, comfort me
Tonight is the night where everything collapses with no where else to rest
That little star twinkling above, comfort me
Collapsing without anywhere to rest

The night I count the stars, the night that slowly transforms because of the changing seasons
However, this night is still the night I still can’t seem to fall asleep in sleep

This night that found me again So sad tonight
This night I greet again without you
In the midnight a a a midnight a
This midnight I can’t fall asleep without you

 English translation credit goes to YONGISM @B2STRISING

I love this song, sounds so good in my ears (and hearts), the piano, guitar, shuffle feel, and electro at once. This heartbreaking song is delivered well by the boys, even their voices blend sure-very-well. But, the fact they used Rado's voice (beauty, you know who I mean) to hit the high note as a backing sound in Seob's part at 3:20 makes me shallow a bitter fact. I want just the boys kill all it through. Thus, I hope no more Rado's voice in 5 other songs of this mini album. CROSS MY FINGER. And yess! Dujun's part at 3:04 with the guitar.... that killed me. My husband's voice killed me. >wwww<

DUJUN WILL APPEAR IN RUNNING MAN'S OLYMPIC SPECIAL

I feel so happy right now. Why? Because Dujun will appear in Running Man special episode of Olympic Games. LOL. What I really want happens, Dujun in Running Man. RUNNING MAN. My favorite reality show ever! Kyaaa Kyaaa. *Please stop me, stop me, for over exciting by myself!*

Dujun will appear with six other idols. They are Super Junior's Eunhyuk, MBLAQ's Lee Joon, CNBlue's Yong Hwa, ZE:A's Si Wan (my fav too, lol), 2PM's Nichkhun, and T-Ara's Eunjung. It seems like they are being set as the idol version of Running Man. I dunno if they have the same personalities like Running Man members or not. HAHAHA. Just imagine it makes me laugh. LOL.

Besides this is a picture of them. Look, Dujun is exhausted but handsome! Oh, I can't wait to watch it. My heart is beating so fast right now.

cr: @RunningManCast via twitter

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I hope Dujun is doing well. He is a real super man. I envy him. This boy is really something. Or is he such alien? Yesterday he had the football match (after coming back from US), and now this.... sigh.....

-- HWAITING, URI SUPER LEADER MAN, YOON DUJUN! --

news source: enewsworld

[VIDEO] DUJUN AND A BOTTLE OF WATER

This has the similarity with my previous post LOL ([PIC] DUJUN AND A BOTTLE OF WATER) becoz this is the video version. I'm laughing rite now. There are many people out there really have same taste with me. This world is funny (well, ignore me!).

Cekidot:

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[PIC] DUJUN AND A BOTTLE OF WATER

-- PHOTO OF THE DAY --

I LOVE THIS ONE! IT HAS THE FEELING THAT HE IS A HUMANLY HUMAN. DUJUN AND A BOTTLE OF WATER. I WANT HIM TO EAT MOUNTAINS OF RICE BUT I LOVE THE FACT HE DRINKS BOTTLES OF WATER. WATER IS A FRIEND OF RICE. AND HIS TIRED EXPRESSION MAKES ME RELIEVE THAT HE IS NOT A SUPERMAN. FORTUNATELY.

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