[FANFIC] "I DON'T KNOW LOVE" part 4

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[The day after we smiled in the corner of sorrow, jigeum… now…]

The sun shone so prettily. I sat beside him. Today we were going to have a nice dating. I was smiling by myself when he hit my head.

“Ah.. hyaa… apa…” I said while hit back his hand.

“Why do you keep smiling?” He asked while tying his seat belt. “You must be happy, huh?”

“Mind your own business.” I said, followed him, tying my seat belt. But it couldn’t work as what I wanted. “Ahh…” I murmured.

“Tsk, baboya…,” Dujun took my seat belt. His face was right in front of my eyes. I held my breath. His jaw line looked so perfect. Omo omo, what I think right now. “Wae?” He asked while tying my belt. “Do you want some morning kiss?” he continued.

My eyes opened widely, “Mwo?” I yelled.

“Hmm…?” He didn’t answer me and kissed my cheek softly. I could feel that I was blushing. “You get so red.” He laughed. “And this is another one.”

He kissed my lips.

I closed my eyes.

Maybe this was the last one, Dujun-ahh.

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“So, yesterday you met Junhyungie?” He asked, kept driving.

“Yes.” I said shortly, “and after that I sent you a text.” I continued.

“Then, I should thank him.” He smiled. “He is a good boy, right?”

“Hmm…” Junhyungie was indeed a good boy.

“Don’t you think he like you?” His question made me get shocked.

“What? How? How could?” I couldn’t believe with what Dujun had said. “That is the most impossible thing to be happened, Dujun-ahh.”

“Who knows?” He answered. “Do you know how much he asks about you?”

“I don’t want to know.” I said. “Why you keep talking about him?”

“Just.” He sighed. “I get jealous.”

“What?”

“Miinah-ahh, I know, because of him you sent me text. But I just dislike because of someone else you contacted me.” He said when the traffic light turned red. He stopped the car. He looked at my face. “I want none other than you who get involved in our relationship.”

“But he is…,” I took some air, “your group’s member.”

“Yes.” He said. The traffic light turned green. “But, that doesn’t mean he can get between us.”

“Oh.”

“Miinah-ahh, our condition has been so complicated. Don’t make it harder for me.” I could feel some frustration in his tone.

“Ne, araseo.” I answered shortly. I couldn’t answer him more. He was tired.

He was tired of me, of us, of our love.

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“I do really want to come here, Miinah-ahh.” He parked the car while I got so confused. Was I dating a baby now? I kept holding my laugh.

“Hyaaa, agi (child)… big head agi….” I said while hit his head when he opened his belt. “Kyeowooo…” he stroked my hand.

“Mwoya igo?” he said while his hand kept on holding mine and used another hand to open my seat belt. He looked at me so closely. “Let’s have some fun today.”

“Here?” I asked. I wanted to make fun of him, but he looked very serious today. I cancelled it.

“Let’s go.” He opened the car door. “Don’t open yours.” He said quickly made my hand stopped in the air on its way opened the door.

“You don’t need…” I said when he opened my door, “to help me, jagi.” But still, I was happy. Dujun seldom did something like this. Yeah, in a year, we could barely date like this. But, why he chose this place?

IT’S…

A…

ZOO…

IT’S A ZOO.

“Dujun-ahh…” I whispered to him.

“Hmm?” he whispered too, lowering his head to make it close to my lips.

“Shouldn’t be many people here?” I asked.

“Hmm. It seems like that.” He said.

“Are you not going to be frightened that many people going to recognize you?” I asked while trying to take my hand from his hand that he was holding it so tightly. But, he didn’t let it be.

“Why? Are you afraid?” he asked while smirking.

“Ani. The idol is you, not me.” I answered while looking at other direction.

“I’m not afraid because you holding my hand, Miinah-ahh.” He said, looked at me, and smiled.

I shut my mouth. And I just held his hand tightly. But in my heart I felt like crying. I wouldn’t want to end this happy memory. I wouldn’t want to end holding his hand. I didn’t want to stop walking beside him. I wanted to be by his side, like forever… like really….

Neomu himdeuro…

It’s hard… love is hard….

But the reality is the one to blame…

“Wear it.” He gave me a hat. A black hat. “I’m going to wear this one.” He wore a red one.

“Yah… then I can’t wear that bunny thingy then.” I sighed.

“Then… how about to not wear it?” he said.

“Wow, you are going to be a good child listen to his mom?” I joked while punching him. “Kidding! I’m kidding, araseo?” I laughed.

“You… bad girl…!” he said while laughing.

“Bad girl… that is your song!” I hugged his hand. He was so tall that when I held his arm, it feels like hugging. He ruffled my hair. “But, it’s a lot better if I wear that red one.” I said. “Red is too bright for you. Many girls going to recognize you.”

“Why? Are you afraid they are going to steal me away?” He glanced at me for awhile.

“Ani. I’m afraid the bull going to run to you. Hahaha.” I laughed.

“Ehmm… your joke needs one percent to be accepted as funny.” He walked fast left me.

“Hyaa, bosseu… kajigaaaaa….” I ran to him. He waved his hand and smiled so widely.

I could feel my heart beating so fast.

His back looked so wide.

I didn’t know how long it would last to hug that back.

I didn’t know.

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“Hyaa, don’t give him food. We can’t do it here! It’s a zoo.” I said while stopping Dujun gave food to the old camel. “It’s written in the rule, you know.”

“Yeobeoseyooooo….” He said.

“What?” I looked at him with angry glance.

“I’m just feeding my maknae.” He said.

“Mwo? Maknae?” I asked, “what do you mean?”

“Here, the Arabian prince.” He pointed the camel.

“Buahahaha. Dujun-ahh, can’t you stop so rude?” I laughed while hitting my legs with my hands.

“Stop hitting your legs.” He said, suddenly serious. “You will get hurt.”

“Ups.” I kept laughing but not hitting my legs anymore.

“Yups, nowadays, I’m rather popular for giving fist first, rite?” he said. “I’m not actually. That’s just….”

“You show your own self, that’s not a bad thing, Dujun-ahh. Your fans seem happy too and that thing is more popular than our dating rumor.” I said, “daebak, leader-nim.” I slapped his back.

“I never do something rude to you.” He said, seemed like thinking hard.

“When you kiss.” I whispered.

“What?” He asked.

“Ani.” I said, shortly, “eh, look the camel want you to feed him! Look!” I pointed at the old camel which walked toward Dujun.

“Aish, he just looks the same as Dongwoon.” He said.

I laughed.

Dujun-ahh, when you kissed… me, you are so rude.

Rude.

Rude for taking all of my heart’s content.

And my life... 

[this story is not over]

"I DON'T KNOW LOVE part 1" read here:  IDKL part 1

"I DON'T KNOW LOVE part 2" read here:  IDKL part 2

"I DON'T KNOW LOVE part 3" read here:  IDKL part 3