Friday, September 28, 2012

[FANFIC] "I DON'T KNOW LOVE" part 9




I held her hands tightly. “Gayoon-ahh, that is Junhyung’s car.” I pointed at a car which approaching us. “You gonna leave with him.” I said, short.
“What are you trying to do…,” I heard Miinah’s voice. She tried to take her hand. I held it more tightly. “Dujun-ahh? Why are you like this?” she asked.
Gayoon stood beside me, looked nervous, and hoped that Junhyung’s car walked faster.
The car stopped in front of us. I looked at Gayoon who nodded right away. She looked so nervous until her face turned so pale and white. She opened the door and sat there. She was so silent. Junhyung, instead, opened his door, and walked toward me and Miinah.
“What happens here?” he asked. I looked around; there was no person at this hour. It was late in the midnight. It is a good decision to choose the midnight movie. “Let her go.” He said, again.
“Watch out your action, Junhyungie.” I said, trying to be calm.
“Dujun-ahh, let me go.” Miinah opened her mouth once again, “we do not deserve to be together.” She continued.
“Can’t you just stop talking…,” I said. “It’s still not over for me.”
“Dujunie…,” Junhyung talked to me, “let her go.” He said, “or you gonna hurt her more.”
“I won’t.” I said. “I won’t let anyone hurt her.”
Miinah took a breath. “Junhyungie, let us alone. Can you bring Gayoon home safely?” I rather surprised with what Miinah said just now.
Junhyung looked so taken aback. But, he slightly nodded. “Ehmm…, OK, I will.” He walked toward his car and turned on the engine. And his car slowly moved away.
“Will you let my hand go?” Miinah now looked at me directly.
“I won’t.” I said. “That’s my car. Follow me.”
I won’t let you go.
Not again.
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“Where are you all this time?” I asked. The girl I missed the most now sitting beside me. She looked so thin –thinner than before. Her face looked so pale. She looked so weak. “You look so thin, Miinah.”
She kept silence.
“You don’t miss me?” I asked again.
She did not open her mouth.
“I miss you so much.” I said while paying attention to the road in front of me.
She didn’t even look at my face.
“You don’t know how much I’m suffering all this time.” I continued.
She was looking to the road through the window.
“I still love you.” I kept talking.
She took a breath.
“I don’t think we are over.” I need to talk about this ‘serious’ stuff.
“We are.” She opened her mouth gave me shock.
I looked at her face. She looked at me.
“Dujun-ahh. We  are already over. Over. Are you babo?” She saw my face with those teary eyes.
“We are not. Say that you don’t love me! You still love me!” I said.
“I do not love you.” She said.
“Prove it!” I said.
“How? I have said: I do not love you, Dujun-ahh!”
“You are a liar!” I moved the car to the parking lot in the side of the road. I turned off the engine. And took her face closed to my face. “A liar, you are!”
I kissed her.
She tried to get rid of me. I kept her in my love.
Her eyes looked so surprised.
I do not want to let her go.
Not again.
She suddenly got so much calm. I saw her eyes –she closed it tightly.
She got the rhyme.
I stopped it.
“See, you are a stupid liar.” I said. I believe this girl still loves me. All this time.

[to be continued]
 

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